Still feeling sick. I'll probably end up with an ulcer, as this is sure to go on for months. I saw an old man with a crutch begging at Clapham Junction, and thought how I'm going to end up like that. I managed to cry a little, watching HOW TO GET A COUNCIL HOUSE, but not enough to bring relief. The new crown seems OK so far, anyway, just pray I don't get an infection or anything. The EASTENDERS cast is really flexing their acting chops in the Lucy Beale murder story. Ian is actually very good.