Feeling very Emo, today. Can't apply myself to anything worthwhile, and I've got heaps o'pain, which even the Tramadol doesn't seem to help. I've tried to take it sparingly, only when I have to try and function in public, etc., but it's still lost its potency, or my owies have just got worse. Fap. DA VINCI CODE is on TV. I've glanced at it for a few minutes; seems even worse than I'd remembered. 'Bishop Ringarosa' has really got to be one of the all-time silliest character names... I've got through BLOOD AND GOLD faster than I'd intended to. Oh Lordy, so much gory violence and dastardliness. Drool!