Crazycrone (crazycrone) wrote,

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Generally Glum...

I'm really upset about the state of my brain. I don't think I've ever had such a solid creative block. I don't even have proper dreams any more. It's horrible. I'm really frightened I might actually have become a 'grownup', which, of course is worse than death. It's just the depression, it will pass...I keep telling myself.
On the way to the gym, I stopped in at Studio Voltaire to see the installation, (which closes on the 6th-) Oh We Will, We Will,Will We by Joanne Tatham and Tom O'Sullivan...It's a big pink, white and black pyramid, quite pleasing to look at, actually, but I'm glad I didn't make a special journey! The artists seem to be in receipt of lots of grants. I don't really see that their pyramid is any more beneficial to the community and all that booshwah, than a comic based on one of my excursions to Serbia...or..., but obviously it is. Bitter envy, etc.

Busted a gut in the gym, but apart from the feeling of alertness that lasts most of the rest of the day, I doubt anything is actually happening. I now feel I have to keep going, though; addictive personality, and all that.

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