Grim thoughts about my health. Frightened, too, by leakage of government 'Work To 70' plans, which is a bit dumb, as I'm unlikely to live that long, the rate I'm going. (Convinced I have heart failure, at present-or DVT at least, follwing my shoehorning my massive butt into ICA chairs for long periods....)Then there's the poverty thing... Also, I had scary dreams about Jason from BIG BROTHER(!), and I just generally feel like the abyss is staring into me. It's really nice to be having a rainy blustery day, for a change, anyway.