June 19th, 2006

moi

Spaced Out...

Extremely weird morning; overcast and windy. I'm glad it's not hot any more, but there's a very peculiar atmosphere...
I was wakened in the night by Wotan having a fit under the bed. It's becoming increasingly difficult to get him to take his meds, too. It  is so exhausting. He'd gone all week with only one seizure, but I had a feeling he wasn't 'right' yesterday.
After all that, it's difficult to get back to sleep, and now I feel crap.
The dogs have gone to Dorset for the summer, which is a shame...nice for the dogs, though.
Last night, in a sudden strange surge of  penitence, I told my mother (who probably didn't know what I was taking about-) that I was sorry I've been such a failure, and unable to provide for her.  It's true, though, I would have had her well 'looked after',if I had ever achieved any kind of 'grown up' income, although I wouldn't  have been able to make the supreme sacrifice, like my sister's doing, of living with, and tending her.
moi

Strange Day...

It's still humid and sweaty outdoors, really, but in the flat it's rather chilly, and the creepy sound of the wind is getting to me. Actually, I was afraid Wotan would have a fit last night ,because of the 'atmosphere'. He did, and I notice that a lot of LJ-ers seem to be having migraines and/or feeling out of sorts. God knows, I feel extra-odd, myself. Like, if I had any hair to speak of , it would be all bristling, fretful-porpentine style.
moi

Whatever...

You scored as Death Rocker. You are a Death Rocker. You think beyond the 80s (cause you really like zombies, psychedelia, and B-movies) and are into the colorful, twisted side of the goth culture (which is portrayed in all your lovely horror-rock shows).

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Anything-Goes Goth

67%

Death Rocker

67%

Ethereal Goth

63%

Old-school Goth

50%

Industrial/Rivet-Head

50%

Confused Outsider

46%

Romantic Goth

46%

Fantasy Goth

46%

Perky Goff

42%

Understanding Outsider

42%

Cyber-goth

25%

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