January 16th, 2006

moi

Bloody Banjaxed...

One of those effing days...In the course of the supermarket chores, I collidied with a furious old man who deliberately walked into my trolley at the checkout, and proceeded to abuse me for nearly making him fall over ('and me ninety-two years of age!') and I managed to lose my £20 cashback, my survival money for the week. Actually, I wouldn't be surprised if the old git deliberately distracted me, and grabbed the note.In my hurry to escape him, I just clutched my receipts, but didn't even check if I had the £20 or not. I rang ASDA later, and they said they'd check to see if the till takings were incorrect, but everyone knows there's no hope in a situation like this. Twenty fucking pounds; as if my state werent grim enough... Hell!
Of course, the radio is full of threatening speculations about Incapacity Benefit. All that will be going on for the rest of the week, at least. Whatever the GP says, I can't control the terrible sick feeling I get when I hear them. I'm itching all over as well. Zippity doo dah!
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moi

Drunk...

Haven't been out and out drunk in some time, but considering my grievous loss today, and my demented compulsion to watch *all* about the terrifying government plans to 'help' me on the news, etc., I opened a bottle of the LIDL fruit juice & vodka concoction I'd been saving, and am now bladdered. Wish I had some psychedelics, actually. I need to get out of this vile WINTER LIGHT state I'm in, and get back in touch with the numinous, somehow.

http://www.geocities.com/SunsetStrip/Venue/3825/winterlight.html
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