May 16th, 2002

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Gimme the Past...

I'm hot- wheezy , itchy and dropsical already, and it hasn't even started yet...May actually cut Illustration and go on the 'Visit to a Publisher' next term instead; doubt if I'd be any good or absorb much to-day...We'll see. Oh Lordy, I wish I were young again . Shit, 40 would do. I've got a terrible stiff neck, all of a sudden. (AHHHHH! MENINGITIS? MYSTERY KILLER MALADY?!!!) What is it that all those soldiers have got?
Dreamt I had to attend the funeral of an ex-partner's mother. I didn't want to, but was told 'she'd have really wanted' me to be there. When I arrived everyone (like scores-) was naked, and they were all young and buff. Mortified, I had to strip,too...It wasn't as horrific as it would have been in RL, but bad enough! Then my ex insisted that I come down to a basement that was furnished as a 'rumpus room' to talk about his mother, (whose ghost I could see beaming behind him, although I didn't mention this-)He was very insistent.-'I must speak to you!' I began to think I might have inherited something, and promptly woke up.
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To Think I Could Have Been A Curling Stone...(sob)





The flies! The flies! And I'm sweating like a blind nun in a marrow patch...Chai is carrying me through, though, and I've got some art done...Ohhh, BUFFY tonight. Willow (I would!) goes bad, and it looks like the tedious Tara is dead. Ah, it's nice to have something to look forward to, innit?
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