November 11th, 2001

moi

Drowsy...

Getting old DOES suck. I hate this 'tired all the time' shit. I'd be quite happy to just doze all day...Only problem is, when you really want to be alert and active, it just ain't there. When I was young, I honestly thought old people were slow because they were kinda dull and rusty, and couldn't be bothered any more. I never realised about everything hurting...Feck...
I had an interesting erotic dream about this guy I used to work with-cackle- wouldn't he be horrified!
Example of my inability to live normally- A mate wants to come and hang out, later, but I can't be arsed. Means tidying up and washing my stinking carcass...I think I've reverted to adolescence, but then again, I never really left it.