Unlike most depressives, I find that bright, warm weather sends me into a morass of despair. I obviously have some kind of SAD. I feel chipper in brisk winter weather (mind you, we don't get much of THAT any more, just endless damp & manky...) The prospect of summer coming makes me feel almost suicidal. I just want to sleep through it. BooHoo- It's only tolerable by the sea or a nice,quiet,private pool. I have two black toenails, and no memory of how this came about.Shriek!